Hola y'all!
Monday we found out that missionaries might be able to get the COVID-19 vaccine soon! I am very anxious to gteh that as soon as possible! And then there are people out there who are wearing Blue Bell lids for masks lol, straight we saw a guy in Walmart today wearing like a pint of Blue Bell lid as a face mask, I died. We hung out as a newish district at the West Monroe building, minus the Bastrop Sisters who kinda came and left a couple of times. It was fun though, we played games and had Chick-Fil-A. Then as a quad we went to Eskimoes and I got a king cake concrete (it’s like a blizzard with king cake since its Mardi Gras season). Also I had been talking to Sister Ward about missionaries traveling and all since she recently went to try and get her Portugal Visa and is currently waiting for it to be sent in the mail on time because her permanent reassignment date is April 3 (which probably means that is mine too). So I started freaking out and talked to my mom about it and decided to email someone about it just in case. After all our pday stuff we called Anthony who had some questions about a verse and then about if the light of Christ was the Holy Ghost…so some pretty deep questions. But he just got distracted on some tangent and then his roomates came in and were like “oooooo” at the fact that he was video calling 2 girls (us). We kept trying to talk with him and share scriptures but he literally just kept getting distracted by everything going on around him so eventually we just finished up.
On Tuesday morning we had quite the morning so let me just describe for y’all everything that went down. We woke up so hot and sweaty so Sister York and I just wanted to go outside for exercise time. I kinda had this thought to exercise inside but I was like “nah we finna go outside” and Sister York decided to not bring her phone either. Then as I closed the front door I had the thought that I should lock it, but we never lock it in the mornings while out for 30 minutes of exercise and Sister York didn't have the keys on her so we just left at 6:50am, leaving the front door unlocked. This morning Sister York was very decisive about which way to go on our walk (a little unusual since we are usually taking our time to decide which loop we wanna do) so it was actually faster than usual. Then as we walked back to our apartment, there was a police car in the parking lot and I was like ooo the police as a joke. Then as we got closer there was a second police car in front of our apartment. Weird. Then we got even closer and I saw Sister Angilau and I freaked out, I couldn't see Sister Ward yet so my mind started jumping to crazy thoughts like she got kidnapped or whatever. Then I saw her behind everything because she is just a short 5’2” woman. There were 2 police officers there questioning them. Sister Angilau turned to us walking up and asked if we had just seen a black man on our walk…we didn't see anyone…then they started describing a man to the officer and Sister Ward said he was ducking behind bushes looking into our kitchen window?! WHAT THE HECK HAPPENED?! Then they finished and we went inside and they told us everything that happened. So now here is their story from their perspective after we left at 6:50am. A few minutes after we left someone started banging on our front door and they thought it was just us, that we had forgotten something and were trying to get back in or whatever. But then the knocking just kept going so Sister Ward walked downstairs and checked the kitchen window first to try and see who it was at the front door and made eye contact with a black man (it was also dark at like 6:50am so she couldn't really see him). She asked who it was and they didn't answer. Sister Angilau came downstairs at this point. Sister Ward put her ear up to the door to try and listen for a response and then the door knob started turning as the tried opening the door (the door that I DID NOT LOCK but they couldn't tell if it was locked or not). Sister Ward grabbed the door knob and braced the door with her body (imagine 5’2” Sister Ward holding the door closed from this mysterious stranger trying to get in) while Sister Angilau hid behind the laundry door in the living room calling our District Leader, Elder Cameron, in Farmerville who told her to call our Ward Mission Leader since he actually lives nearby and can do something about it. So Sister Angilau called Brother Holt as the stranger was continuing to band on our front door for like 30 minutes, but Brother Holt was “too busy” to come over and help!! So she called 911 and about 2 seconds after they heard someone banging on the door they heard the ding ding of our doorbell, so Sister Angilau asked the 911 operator she was on the phone with if that was the police. They opened the door and it was the cops but none of them had seen the stranger banging on the door! Wack! Then Sister York and I showed up only a couple minutes after this! Apparently they had tried calling us too but Sister York hadn’t brought her phone and mine couldn’t receive anything without her hotspot so they totally thought we might be in trouble too since the stranger came knocking right after we left. It was insane that our apartment was almost broken into with them inside of it! Then we called President Amos and he told us to get to know our neighbors better and get their phone numbers too in case of an emergency. After that as we all got ready for the day we were all kind of on edge, especially Sister Ward and Sister Angilau were pretty paranoid. So after I showered I went into their room to talk and Sister Ward saw someone outside our door (their room is right above the kitchen and front door) at like 8am so we all went downstairs quietly, FREAKING out. We couldn't see anyone from the kitchen window and then they started banging on the door. I died. I felt like we should ask who it is but everyone was too scared. I think it was just a lady who knocked and left but we were all pretty freaked out especially Sister Angilau. I tried being with them a bit more that morning, we even escorted them to their car at 9am. The rest of the morning was pretty chill and normal. Our lesson with the Williams fell through because the boys were taking naps lol. So we called some people and then walked to the church for some stuff. We found a room to do our phone lesson with Erin about Daniel 6 with Daniel and the lions den. She seemed very distracted though so I don't know how effective it really was :/ Then we went out to the lobby to wait for Akila and the Poulsens who were joining our lesson. Sadly Akila never showed up….but Bishop Jones did and President Ross who told us that Casey and Thomas Temple passed their Melchizedek priesthood interviews! Woohoo! Then they went to set apart Brother Poulsen as the new Elders Quorum President. Bishop had his own little meeting with us to tell us about our people and then the Poulsens took us out for dinner! We met at Cormier's so that we could all get some good Southern food since they hadn't had any yet, being from SoCal. It was cute and had outdoor picnic tables. The waitress helped us (she said she ate 5lbs of crawfish alone) but we got 10lbs for everyone (Brother and Sister Poulsen, their teenage son Mason and Sister York and I) and 2lbs shrimp. Then the manager's daughter came out to show us how to eat crawfish jaja. You pinch the tail and twist, peel it and eat. Then you break open the head and suck it out if you are feeling brave. It was pretty good. None of us were very good at the sucking head part though...not a fan of eating brains man. But the little baby tail was good. I ate a lot and made jokes with Mason who was sitting across from me, it felt like my little bro was there man (: I ate some shrimp, died of spice, twas a good time. Now I can say I’ve had the southern experience of a crawfish boil! Then we came home and had stewies with the Bastrop sisters which was good. We got them to open up a little more which was awesome sine we’ll be spending another transfer together. We shared what we've learned on our missions and what we want to stay changed when we go home. For me, I have learned/found my own testimony and I never want to doubt my faith again.
Wednesday morning we made the group decision to all stay inside for exercise since the other sisters were still a little freaked out (and for good reason). During our studies Robert, the always high maintenance guy, came over to fix our AC since it felt like hurricane season again in our apartment and our floor was like a giant river puddle. Apparently our pipes were frozen with some BIG chunks of snow/ice!!! Woah! He came back a few times after that to check up. Later there were some tornado warnings and even a tornado watch so we tried to stay inside but all of our lessons fell through except for our one with Sadie. WIth Sadie we read Matthew 11:28-30 and a talk by Cristina B. Franco "The Healing Power of Jesus Christ" which was good. Then we had stewies with the El Dorado Sisters which were good. Sister Holloway pointed out how the youth really hold a ward together by taking care of the old people and doing all these things and when a ward doesn’t have any youth it sucks. No wonder President Nelson has been focusing on the rising generation and youth. Sister Munford always claims to be doing good but then tells us about everything except for her like today she told us about her brother who is 16 and doesn't have any interests and how it’s ridiculous that he doesn’t have things figured out yet and how he HAS to go on a mission...oof.
Thursday morning we went for a walk outside for exercise and no one almost died this time. We had a vehicle training meeting over zoom with a kahoot presentation. Elder Eckles (one of the senior couples over cars) even put in some memes lol. For lunch our entire quad went to the Daily Harvest and we talked to a bunch of ward members who were there (no real surprise since the Rennicks own the place). Brother Young told us some wack stories of people being rude in temple and crazy church members...no wonder he's inactive man. Then we came home and weekly planned for 4 hours. During comp inventory Sister York said I'm judgemental which I know cuz I was judging all the sisters’ areabooks for not being perfectly up to date and full, I just don't know how to be ok with taking improvement one step at a time.
On Friday morning at 2:45am the other Sisters came into our room, woke us up and said they just heard someone knocking on the door like 4 times but not as intense as it was on Tuesday. I was barely awake and they were already calling 911. Bruh. Then the policeman flippin knocks on the door...only to freak us out even more...yelling LAPD!! He said they've been getting calls about car alarms and crap around here. He suggested we get a camera set up and that they'll have some more patrols coming around our area. He stuck around in his car for a while afterwards too which was good for Sister Angilau cuz she was freaking out! Once we all actually woke up at 6:30am, I stayed with Sister Angilau downstairs so she wouldn't be alone while everyone else was getting ready. We had our first District Council of the transfer and it was quite good. Elder Baxter was the only one who could play the piano so that was nice. Elder Baxter, our new District Leader, was very quick about everything, get it done kinda style. He gave the discussion on "doctrine" and anti stuff. He had us play a game where we had to back up the doctrine with Book of Mormon scriptures and see which team could find scriptures the fastest which was fun and I actually got a couple of them!! Then Elder Elder gave his refinement and might have thought it meant something different because he was like “I'm still figuring this out but this is all I have”...aw he's just learning I and wanted to be like there there *head pat* it's gonna be alright. Then as we left to get food (Farmerville and West Monroe brought food) I said to the Sisters "just make sure you're not alone with the Elders" as we left (because when we got there the Elders had entered the building when it was just them so I wanted to make sure they remembered) and we got in the car and they hadn't left the building yet…I was high key stressed man then they came on out with their salads and sat on the floor. During District lunch it was super fun telling stories and stuff and it just wasn’t awkward like our last district even though only 2 people changed…I don’t know how that works but it's really nice now. When we got back home I started my language study. Sister York asked me if it looked like Sister Young looked sad or something like she was crying in the car when we got back from Chick-Fil-A?? And I was like yeah…so we messaged them and they asked to do a quick call. I was thinking maybe someone in her family passed away or she was so attached to Elder Cameron lol. They ask about visiting someone in rehab and what not, then Sister Young was like I guess I'll share. She was like "someone made a comment" about us not being alone with the Elders (in my head I was like that was me, shoot!) and she felt like she knows the standards and wasn't tryna be apostate or anything. I felt so bad so I told her that I knew I was the one that made that comment and that I was sorry and that I do trust them and their knowledge of the standards and stuff and that we could do better to wait for them to leave before we leave. Sister York stepped in and said some stuff too, then it seemed ok so we moved on back to the rehab thing then ended the call. As soon as the call was over, I started BALLING my eyes out! This has been my struggle the whole last transfer, just tryna figure out how to correct people and stuff as an STL. I felt like Sister Young hates me now and that I COULD NOT do this STL thing anymore. Sister York was trying to find some scriptures but couldn't find the reference (as usual lol) and then put them down and was like "look at me...you can't". That was rough to hear. She continued saying she can’t be an STL either and that we have to be Christlike leaders and Christ gave us grace and mercy so I can give that to people too. The sisters can get a grace period for leaving the building and not everything has to be super exact right now, following the spirit of the law kinda thing (basically not the way I was raised by Sister Farris lol). This went on for the next like 2 hours. We read the standards about what an STL does, Sister York made me pick my top 3 roles an STL does and we started the Christlike attribute activity too before we had to go to the Temples. It was helpful since I have literally been feeling so inadequate as an STL and like all the sisters under my stewardship are not doing everything right and that is my fault but I don’t know how to fix it. Anyways we had a good lesson at the Temple’s house. We talked about Casey serving a mission since he is our age, the MTC, mission papers, language assignments and all that good stuff. We discussed the diligence and obedience Christlike attributes from PMG. I connected them to the armor of God like the spiritual thought Sister Young shared in DC. Betty shared that Brittany is in an abusive relationship, Dakota, her husband, is controlling and put his hands on her once, doesn't let her leave the house and she doesn’t even have a driver's license. OOF it was even worse than we thought! We don’t know how to help with that situation but we will definitely keep reaching out to Brittany with love. Once we got back home President Amos called to talk to us about safety. He said that we would be sleeping over in West Monroe tonight, they’d get the Farmerville Elders to stay in our Monroe apartment to monitor the situation for a few days and as he said this I was like “this is way excessive man”. Also we only have 2 good air mattresses and I don't want the Elders in our apartment (Elder Elder just broke his arm biking anyways). So I said something and spoke up, President was like, are you sure you are feeling the spirit on this and it is safe and I was like “yeah” so it ended up being just the Bastrop Sisters who left and Sister York and I would stay. Then Bastrop started packing up, also Sister Angilau has apparently been on her period now for like one month so she is pretty stressed from a lot of things and this was just pushing her over the edge. I started feeling doubts about my decision to stay and Sister York was like "I'm doing whatever you're doing cuz at Nashaun’s you felt good when I didn’t and it was ok". I guess I'm getting better at listening to the spirit y’all! I felt like it would be ok to stay here and then Bastrop left and I started freaking out man (cuz we were all alone). So Sister York decided to barricade the apartment jaja. We put the couch in front of back door, gerryrigged a table stool contraption in front of the front door so it couldn't open all the way, put balloons (from Sister Ward’s birthday last week) everywhere to make noise if someone came in and armed ourselves with frying pans and “sister bars” (the bike bars that you put over sister/female bikes so that they stay on the bike rack). LOL. We slept in the Bastrop room too for better hearing since they are right above the front door. I was a little jumpy but Sister York said I was asleep so fast and while she was journaling she heard a noise, went to the door then realized it was coming from behind her and it was me breathing. I slept pretty good though not gonna lie.
Saturday morning we woke up and no one had knocked on our door in the wee hours of the morning. So Sister Ward and Sister Angilau came home and were just so talkative so I talked with them for a while before daily planning with Sister York. Also during my personal study I decided to actually study up on the question I’d been having lately about prophets back then and Lehi and if it was ok to have more than one prophet on the earth at a time. It turned out to be an awesome study! Suddenly everything clicked! In my prayer I felt that God was VERY aware of me, my question, my personal challenges and was there answering my question on HIS time. It was pretty sick and I cried some tears of joy (: That afternoon we went over to Sister Wilson’s house, she is a member from the Bastrop branch who just moved into the Monroe ward, to help her move boxes/unpack. I was following Sister York into each room when she moved boxes to maintain “sight and sound of my companion” and Sister Wilson was like "are you so new that you have to follow her everywhere" and I was like nah missionaries have to stay within sight and sound because I will straight up explain my obedience, no matter how silly it looks. Then she said she wants to cook for us but the Bastrop members warned the missionaries to NEVER take food from her because it is not clean…oof. After dinner, in our own apartment, President Amos called us to check in on our situation and talked to us about getting a ring camera setup so we could see what was going on outside. He really does care for each one of his missionaries! We also called our apartment manager, Freddie, who is awesome. He gave us some apartment hacks and told us to call him at any hour if we have a problem. He explained that on Tuesday an old lady escaped a nearby mental institution and went around knocking on everyone’s doors LOL then on Friday he explained that it was probably just someone who was at the wrong apartment. It was nice to have an answer about what happened although I don’t know which version is worse, a strange man trying to break in or a crazy lady escaped from a mental hospital jaja
On Sunday we were running a little late so we decided to drive to church and the Williams even beat us there!! And Larry was there too, he was being shown how the sacrament works so that he can bless it! The Poulsens even invited Larry to sit with them! Since we zoom the sacrament meeting, the talks went first and then we turn the zoom off for sacrament. I literally almost cried when Larry blessed the water with Brother Poulsen up there on the stand. It is so amazing to have taught Larry, seen him get baptized, receive the Aaronic priesthood and now have the opportunity to bless the sacrament! Seeing one of God’s children progress along the covenant path is just so cool! *Insert tears of JOY! After church we were having another one of our lessons with the Williams and had invited the Poulsens because Mason is around the same age as Maddox. Although it was just Sister Poulsen that came…it was about the gospel and we had these little cards where each one went along with a station that we were gonna have each Poulsen be in charge of. It ended up working out great though! The boys all loved it and by the end of it Ammon was wanting to read scriptures out loud and even Maddox read something and answered one of our questions! Progress! We are getting them to open up and talk to us! Then of course Eli wanted to do everything! Bishop even popped in at the end for a minute and I felt prompted to set a date with them for baptism, so I did! Sister Williams is gonna check with her sister though because she wants her to be there! How cute! Then later that afternoon Sister York and I went to visit Sister Wicklund. Sister York had been there before and tried to warn me about how it wasn’t the cleanest home but she also wouldn’t tell me everything…which was confusing until I actually entered her house…we were going over there to have a lesson with her and when we first walked in I was like it’s not too gross in here, there was some dirt tracks in the floor, your classic smoke smell, as well as a kitty litter smell. We sat in her living room and were talking with Sister Wicklund for like 10 minutes when I started hearing this squeaking noise coming from inside the walls? And then I saw it. Out of the corner of my eye I saw a giant black thing scurry down the hallway. It. Was. Huge. Like an entire foot long, maybe more! After that as we talked I could not take my eyes off that hallway. I saw 2 more run by and then one super fat, slow one walk by to confirm my fear; rats. They were EVERYWHERE! I could hear them running around IN the walls! I saw a few rat heads poke out of holes in the walls. All while her stupid cat just sat there. She explained how there was a flood here in Monroe and the church’s Mormon helping hands volunteers came out and stripped like 2-3 feet of drywall all around the edge of the house to get rid of the mold but never came back to put it up so that’s when the rats came. She is too old and poor to be able to do anything about it and has reached out to the Bishop and has gotten money on several occasions (she is very inactive and has a smoking problem) but just not enough to fix it all? Once she finally admitted to all the rats, as I’m sure she saw my eyes following them everywhere, she showed us her kitchen and more damage from the storm including many cracks going from the floors to the ceiling. I think she was doing this in hopes that us, missionaries with no money, would fix it. Apparently this was her “rat room”. I even saw a rat climb up a pile of junk, stare at me for a hot minute and scurry off. It was huge and somehow avoided all the poop on the floor. Sister Wicklund is too scared that her cat will die from the rat poison too so there is no real solution (other than literally tearing the whole house down at this point). I kept imagining the scene in Ratatouille with the old lady with the gun who shoots the ceiling and all the rats come falling down, I was 94% sure that same thing was gonna happen at any moment with the 20+ rats in this house. Then we went back in the living room, saw another giant rat, she smoked and explained how her friend stole from her and all this horrible stuff and how she is really mad at the Bishop for not doing more for her…oof. Then we came home and I swear I could still hear the rats running through the walls :/ we finally had a real MCC with the Monroe ward where we got so much stuff done! We found friends for Brittany, Sister Williams, Nashaun and Brother Oglesby said he will go over and kill the rats himself. Sister Bringhurst just wants to do everything and was disgusted when they found 2 rats at her house let alone Sister Wicklund’s straight up infestation. Then we did the Zone summary report which was super effective with our new Zone Leaders. It was nice to not be the brand new person in Zone Leadership too, Elder Cameron was very worried about everything but he was doing great. Also Elder Young was my Zone Leader in Alexandria when I was in DeRidder so it was fun to see him again. They are good wholesome lads, this will be a good transfer. Then as we were all getting ready for bed Sister Quick sends a pic in the Sanhedrin chat (for all the leadership) of Elder Obray proposing to Sister Farris on Facebook! At 10:20pm the chat BLOWS UP about them being engaged and honestly everyone thinks it is a prank since they’ve only dated for like a transfer. Crazy!
Well this was another VERY interesting and eventful week. I really did almost die twice, once by our apartment almost getting broken into and the death by rats. I never thought I would be saying that. But once again God was with me through it all! I really did have to rely on the spirit for a lot of things this week and I am so grateful for being able to have the Holy Ghost as my constant companion. I know that when we live worthily, we can be open to receiving guidance from the spirit to know what to do in our daily life as well as when we are seeking answers to gospel questions. I know that Heavenly Father works on His own time and I have to be ok when His time doesn’t match my own personal timeline. That’s when we have to trust in Him and when we do miracles will happen and we WILL experience joy. I know this to be true.
Have a blessed week!
Smile because God loves you and remember that I love, love, love y'all too!
Oh and remember that "we did not come this far only to come this far"!
Love,
Sister Johnson
January Bug Bite Count: 2 bites
December Bug Bite Count: 12 bites
November Bug Bite Count: 18 bites
October Bug Bite Count: 39 bites
September Bike Mileage: 0.0 miles
August Bike Mileage: 46.9 miles
July Bike Mileage: 161.0 miles
June Bike Mileage: 61.6 miles